SSC - General Urology - End

I cant believe it!
General Urology for SSC ..END! *sobs*
It has been SOoooOo GOOD! Time really flies when we r enjoying something very much

Next week start back General Medicine.

On another part,

These few weeks the British TV has been showing tv shows about obesity & discussing about unhealthy lifestyle & diet. Make me wanna go exercise as well. Believe it or not my BMI is good & I m not thattt fat (or that thin) BUT my LDL (bad cholesterol) & total cholesterol are high!
Really must do more exercise & eat proper food.
One tv programme hosted by Jamie Oliver was particularly very good in highlighting about unhealthy diet. He also brought in Professor Gunther von Hagens to show some cadavers whose organs has been badly affected by bad diet. (Dr von Hagens is best known for his plastination technique, which he invented in 1977. Von Hagens developed the Body Worlds exhibition, showing numerous cadavers plastinated in various poses and dissected to various degrees. Read more about him http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Gunther_von_Hagens)

At the same time the tv are showing cooking shows by Gordon Ramsay & Jamie Oliver. I also 'tergoda' to try the recipes. How to keep fit leh. Journalist in the newpapers has been complaining about this irony of large numbers of tv programmes talking about obesity but at the same time showing so many tv programmes on cooking & gourmet food!
However I do not share that view. I think that by showing people how to cook & prepare their own food, that can help them to learn to how to cook & prepare fresh food (instead of frozen pre packed food or fast food) & can learn how to control portions & introduce new ways of trying different variety of food!

Other than that, I have been watching a lot of movies, taking a lot of naps, trying new recipes and most importantly has been thinking about Chinese New Year! hahaha..
I guess it's not the angpows, but it's about the family & friends & food back in Malaysia. Well human are always not contented because we tend to think that the grass is always greener on the other side. I m happy where I m now but I do always think that how great it will be IF I can go back to Malaysia during weekends then back again in Belfast to start my weekdays! (sorta like the KL-Segamat-KL journey). Belfast-Segamat/KL-Belfast. Crazy!

Been thinking about "wai kong"(grandpa) & "wai po"(grandma) recently. Dunno why. I guessed I m still emotionally attached to them in a way though they passed away some time ago (2002, 2006)
I always tell myself "23 year old already lorr..cannot always cry. Discipline a bit."

And I think I have been able to control myself from contacting a certain someone so that I will wake up & stop drowning! Discipline is all I need! And I must trust myself in making the right choice.